deviantThere was something about the book cover for Deviant that drew me in. I kept seeing it and it kept haunting me, so when I got the opportunity to get a copy I jumped on it. Helen FitzGerald is an international bestselling author of both adult thrillers and YA fiction, with her novel Dead Lovely currently in film production. As a prior UK parole officer and social worker, who better to write a YA novel titled Deviant? I don’t know what I was expecting with a title like that but I got so much more and so will you. And you might even win a copy!

Sixteen-year-old Abigail Thom has had a really hard life, one unimaginable to most of us. Her mom left her with a friend, Nieve, in a Scottish new-age, anti-nuclear commune when Abigail was still a newborn. Nieve died of cancer when Abigail was only nine years old, so social workers took Abigail away from the commune’s “bad influence” and placed her in a foster home. That began the real nightmare. After a series of eight progressively worse placements, Abigail took to the streets and that’s where she’s been ever since – sleeping in shelters when she can and staying hyper alert so she can survive.

“The guy sitting across from Abigail wasn’t her parent and he wasn’t her friend. ‘Sit down, Abi,’ he said, in a voice that tried to be both. He wasn’t a social worker, either; more an unqualified asshole…Abigail could get him sacked. Maybe she would if he called her Abi again.
‘Abigail,’ she corrected him, settling into the chair. She didn’t approve of nicknames. Nicknames were for people who were loved.”

So you can understand that she’s not terribly grief stricken when she learns her mother has died. She only knows her mother as someone who threw her away and never cared what happened to her. Why should she be torn up about it? Still there’s some part of her that cares really deep down inside if for no other reason than that she has a lot of “why” questions that need answers.

But that’s not the weirdest part. The weirdest part is that her mother left her a one-way ticket to Los Angeles, so she could travel from Scotland to be with a father she never knew existed, a father who’s evidently very successful. And her mother left her a fortune, 25,000 pounds! And her mother informed her in the letter she wrote that she was leaving Abigail’s sister, Becky, an equal amount that Abigail was to take her. A sister and a father she knew nothing about, who’ve been living a wonderful life all this time without her. How messed up is that?

“Dear Abigail,
I don’t know where to start so I won’t tell you the beginning. I’ll just tell you the end. There are five things I want you to know…No matter what you and Becky think of me now, I know with all my heart you will feel differently one day. I do love you, Abigail. I have always loved you.”

With great trepidation and uncertainty Abigail flies to Los Angeles to live with the father she never knew, Grahame Johnstone, and her older sister, Becky. It sounds like a happily ever after, doesn’t it? Well it’s not.

“Why had her father never known about her? Had he left before her mother knew she was pregnant? Did she ever try and tell him? Why had he taken two-year-old Becky?
Maybe tomorrow Abigail would ask him all those questions. Or maybe she’d be so happy she wouldn’t care. Maybe she would be thankful to know nothing about her past…
Dunoon gone. Glasgow gone. Scotland gone. Ha, gone. She let out a big sigh. My mom got me out of there, she thought. Thank you, Sophie Thom. Thank you Mum.

Abigail is overwhelmed with the wealth she sees around her. It’s hard to comprehend they have been living like this while she’s been scrapping to literally survive day to day. At first she thinks she’s leaving the nightmares behind her when she sees the kind of life Becky and her dad, and her new stepmother, live. But she’s completely unprepared for what Becky discloses about their dad’s business or what dear, charming dad has planned for rebellious teens the world over.

Abigail is one of those characters that you just want to hug and take care of, despite her tough street-smart attitude. My heart went out to her and I despaired for her. I also knew she wasn’t equipped for the world she would find in LA. This is a character with a good internal compass, who sticks to her values. It’s obvious that Nieve did a good job with her before everything became such a mess. Becky is a privileged child but, as her mom said in the letter, “an inquisitive and determined baby” who grew into a determined and curious adult. The two together make a good team, a bit of ying and yang. As for dear ol’ dad – I’m not going to tell you anything about him other than that he’s a very powerful man with very powerful friends, and they’ve got an agenda that gave me the creeps! Can Abigail and Becky stop them?

Deviant by Helen FitzGerald rocks! It’s got all the suspense and roller-coaster action that thriller fans of all ages love, with touching moments as well. Abigail is, in many ways, a kick-butt heroine but she’s also got an innate vulnerability that is going to touch your heart while the thriller aspects are going to give you chills! I loved every minute of it and I hope you will too! Be sure to enter our giveaway to win a copy!

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Deviant was published in the U.S. on June 11, 2013, so it’s available from your favorite online bookseller. Just click the button below to go there to get it.

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the sea of tranquilityI kept seeing the book cover for The Sea of Tranquility by Katja Millay and it intrigued me. I was looking for good beach reads at the time and this one looked like it could have a beach setting, especially with that title. It doesn’t but it still could make a good beach read. I know I must sound like a broken record but, even though this is a YA novel, it’s going to have a much wider appeal because the core issues in The Sea of Tranquility are ones everyone deals with to some extent. It’s all about relationships, with ourselves and others, and about the choices we make and paths we take when confronted with the hard and sometimes very dark things that happen to us and those we love. Sound interesting?

Nastya Kashnikov sustained serious injuries during a traumatic event about two and a half years ago. Her life hasn’t been the same since then and neither has she or her family. To try to gain some distance from what happened and build a new life, she’s come to live with her aunt Margot in a new town where she’ll spend her senior year at a new school, Mill Creek High School.

“Dying really isn’t so bad after you’ve done it once. And I have. I’m not afraid of death anymore. I’m afraid of everything else.”

“I hate my left hand. I hate to look at it. I hate it when it stutters and trembles and reminds me that my identity is gone. But I look at it anyway, because it also reminds me that I’m going to find the boy who took everything from me. I’m going to kill the boy who killed me, and when I kill him, I’m going to do it with my left hand.”

Since the event that changed her life, Nastya has held everyone and everything at arm’s length – hell, she’s held them as far away as she can get them. She doesn’t want anyone to come near her and will do anything to ensure that happens. Even the way she dresses is designed to keep students and teachers alike at a distance. And then there’s the fact that she doesn’t talk – at all. She’s completely mute. Accommodations are made by the school but it still makes the transition a lot harder for her and everyone around her.

Nastya has only been there a few days when she realizes that one of her classmates is quite different from the others. Seventeen-year-old Josh Bennett seems to have the respect of everyone around him but he’s also a loner of the highest order. Everyone seems to like him but they all give him a lot of space. He’s like a sea of tranquility in the middle of their bustling school. Nastya can’t help but be drawn to someone who seems so normal but has figured out how to get everyone to leave him alone – exactly what she would like from the entire world. How does he manage it and still have everyone think he’s great?

“There are two more [courtyard] benches I have to pass to get to the doors, and it’s the one on the left that catches my attention. It’s empty, save for one boy, sitting right in the middle. It might not seem strange except for the fact that every other bench in this place – in truth every other place where a person could justifiably put their ass – is filled. Yet there is no one even hanging around in the immediate vicinity. It’s like there’s an invisible force field surrounding this space and he’s the only one inside it.”

Little by little she gathers clues to his story from his best friend, Drew, the rumored school Casanova who has taken on Nastya as a challenge just because she wants no part of him. She senses Drew is an okay guy under all the posing, and he’s pretty easy to see through, so she cuts him some slack especially since she wants to learn more about Josh.

Panty-Combusting Ken comes complete with Piqued Princess Barbie: unachievable measurements, designer purse, and annoyed scowl included! He holds up a finger to her to convey that he’ll just be a minute. If I were him, I’d choose a different finger. I smirk at the thought and glance up to see him smirking right back at me, his eyes alight with mischief…Drew, who I desperately want to keep calling Ken, is still standing near the door, talking to a couple other guys who are waiting at the back of the line. I wonder if he’s purposely trying to piss off Barbie. It seems easily done.”

It seems everyone in Josh’s life has died, leaving him alone in the world. Everyone at school equates him with death. Even he believes everything he comes into contact with or cares about dies. His schoolmates don’t do it consciously but it’s there in the way they give him distance and appear to be in awe of him. Maybe they’re also in awe that he’s emancipated and gets to live by himself with no parents to tell him what to do.

Nastya is drawn to him like a magnet despite her resolve to keep everyone at bay. He can’t understand it and neither can she. She just keeps showing up around him despite her intentions to give him a wide berth. It doesn’t help that Drew dumps her passed out body onto Josh’s sofa after a party where she had too much to drink. You can count on the irresponsible Drew to have the ultra responsible Josh clean up his messes. That night is a turning point because Josh can’t resist going into rescue mode, and Nastya is grateful that he’s such an honorable and kind person underneath his tough guy exterior.

As they grow closer, Josh becomes extremely curious about Nastya’s inability to talk, her scars, and her past. What made her this way? He’s pretty open about his loved ones all dying but she’s closed up tighter than a drum. Obviously she’s pretty messed up and he’s not even sure she won’t do something drastic. The last thing he needs is to care about another person who dies. Should he even get involved or will it just bring more heartache for him?

And can Nastya trust Josh enough to let him in? If anyone can relate to her, it’s him, but what she’s experienced is so dark that she may scare him off. And if she begins to open up, can she survive what will come out? Is it worth it?

I got quite annoyed with Nastya at first. I thought she was a drama queen of the first order, something I have little patience with. Still I was curious about what made her tick and how she got that way. As I got to know her and what had happened to her, and as she began to grow, my heart went out to her. I still wanted to shake her at times but I realized she was doing the best she could do given her horrific circumstances and that she had found the only way she knew to survive them. Josh stole my heart from the beginning. His way of coping was to be extremely competent and way too adult-like for a seventeen year old. He was just showing his pain in the only way he knew how. They’re like two sides of the same coin in many ways. Drew is in some ways the joker, the prankster that every novel like this needs to keep it from sinking into gloom and doom. He’s so easy to dislike until you learn more about him and what lies underneath the act he puts on. I can honestly say there wasn’t a character in The Sea of Tranquility that didn’t win my heart before it was all over.

The journey a book, particularly a debut novel, takes to get published can be a tortuous one. Katja Millay first self-published The Sea of Tranquility. It got such an overwhelming buzz from readers who found it by word of mouth that Simon & Schuster’s imprint Atria became interested in it. Sometimes publishing serendipity does happen and it has happened with The Sea of Tranquility. Obviously this story about second chances has touched a lot of people’s hearts, just like it did mine and just like I believe it will yours. I highly recommend this novel and I’m so glad it found a publisher who believes in it as much as the readers do!

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